In hopes of finding something, that’s not in pill form, to help combat the pain and fatigue from my Rheumatoid Arthritis, I checked out a book. A bunch of books actually. I’ve been walking by the stack of them in my kitchen for the past few days, not really knowing where to start. I mean, obviously, I could do it the old fashioned way- pick up a book, open it, start reading the first page. But I don’t want to. I don’t want to waste my time, waste my hope to read a bunch of hocus pocus.
Having Type 1 Diabetes has made me this way. I’ve had the disease for 27 years and if you aren’t familiar with it, in short, my pancreas doesn’t not work, will never work, and is just taking up space in my body. Over the years I’ve been told that cinnamon will cure me. I’ve been told that not eating gluten will cure me. Did I research any of these suggestions? NO! I have zero faith in the idea that adding cinnamon to my diet or sprinkling it directly on my pancreas, will cause my organ to come to life and allow me to throw my insulin pump into the wind.
With that being said, I’m skeptical. Rheumatoid Arthritis isn’t as cut and dry as Type 1 Diabetes is. With diabetes, you take insulin..a fast acting one, a long acting one, or both. The insulin goes in and lowers your blood sugar. Sometimes it’s spot on, sometimes your blood sugars get wonky. But even then, guess what the solution is? Insulin. Yep, more insulin. There is no other option (at least for now). RA is different. There are a multitude of drugs and ways to take them: pill, injection, infusion. I could be diagnosed at the same time a someone else and we will each react completely different to the same medication. This is not a one size fits all disease.
So for now, I think I’ll let these books sit in my kitchen until they’re due back at the library. I’ll glance at their pages in the meantime and come across one like this:
As someone who spends thousands of dollars on medications & doctors visits, I’m really not in the position to ensure that I’m showering with “toxin-free water”. And if my shower is really a “huge burden on my immune system,” why doesn’t my doctor or insurance company demand that I get filters?