Rheumatoid Arthritis

I Did Something Crazy

This weekend, I did something crazy. Instead of fighting against Rheumatoid Arthritis, I let it win. I let my body rest when I felt tired, I went out when I felt good, ate when I was hungry, and worked when I felt inspired. And I took pain meds when I was hurting.


I did a lot more resting than usual. Any other weekend, I would have gulped caffeine and pushed on. There would have been tears throughout the day- from the pain, from the exhaustion. But not this weekend. 

I typically push through my errands and cleaning. I am usually in an excruciating amount of pain, limping up the stairs, finding laundry to be torture. This weekend, I spaced the laundry out. I did one errand each day, rather than all at once.

Speaking of pain, I usually don’t take my heavier pain meds until the end of my day- until my list is done. As if I need to earn them. This weekend, when the pain started, I immediately took my meds. I didn’t hit any excruciating levels of pain the entire weekend. I actually said to my husband “it’s amazing how good I feel when I actually take my pain meds”. It was probably very hard for him not to say he told me so!

I am going to try my best to stop fighting my body, to stop being disappointed in what it can’t do. I am going to try to listen to it and not view myself negatively. It may take me longer to get laundry done and I can’t make a homemade meal every single night but I’m not a burden and neither is my body.

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4 comments

  1. Rick Phillips

    I do this often. Or as Sheryl often says too damn much. Ohh, the thing is I like taking mine while my eyes are closed. Unfortunately, my napping time usually coincides with Sheryl’s go time. uuugh

  2. Cathy

    I love this! I came to this point in life too. It doesn’t mean you are giving up, you are just accepting where you are for now. Good for you Molly.

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